Oh lord

The past few weeks have been crazy!!

I haven't been able to relax until this afternoon at 3:05.
I felt like cheering, but the first thing I did was sleep for a few hours.

Talk about stress... nobody told me it would be this bad when you're halfway through high school.
Okay, fine, they did but I didn't believe them.

Can't wait for the holidays, right?

But I'm doing other stuff to help me cope.

Like drawing, making bracelets, playing piano, sleeping, writing shocking confessions in my journal, eating vegimite sandwiches...

Already I am feeling stressed and unbelievably pressured. As someone who does like to get A's, I was finding less and less time for myself. I want to get my first job too this year, so more reasons to pull my hair out, right? And the "what do you want to do when you finish school" question is being asked of me more and more often. Each time I answer, "I have no idea, let's just wait and see" I feel more panicky than the last time I said it. 

This is going to happen next term too. *sad face*